Friday, April 3, 2009

hmmm....

I actually feel bad about writing my last post, I feel it was childish and selfish....like...WHO CARES you didnt become an actress...most people dont, even the ones who pack up an leave to LA and become waitresses and going to countless auditions just to hear, "sorry, you are too fat' or "Not what we are looking for, better luck next time."

Not to mention that its not THAT important...I guess all I was saying was...I just wonder what it would have been like if I did get to do that type of stuff...and its my fault, I am not trying to play this whoa is me card...it was my choice and my doing.....I am just in a funky mood tonight....so ignore me..:)

I guess this is what happens when I talk to a 14 month all day and have a day filled with Playhouse Disney and Yo Gabba Gabba.....I need more adult interaction....

2 comments:

Shauna Plain and Tall said...

Amen! Now when I get into social situations I feel like I have forgotten how to have a conversation with someone. I always end up giving too much information and forgetting to ask the other person about there life. I guess when you have one-sided conversations for almost 15 months your just used to filling in the silence.

Christine said...

I know how you feel. It's the same being a nanny. I spend the whole day with a nine month old. I love him, he is so fun and I wouldn't change that but it does get lonely. Have you ever heard of meetup.com? Maybe you could find other SAHMs that you could get together with; especially when you move to Virginia.